REALITY PART 16

There can never be such thing as right or wrong, it doesn’t have to be in such ways, where people can learn to accept those ways seemed to be unacceptable to them, rather it would’ve been much to please them it’s as how people became so self-centered from time to time, and some who strive hard to follow the WILL...

Common people would always do strive hard for something they aimed for. Something that maybe for others or for themselves… what gives? it’s not our place to get in to it.. But it would be something we have to take part of; when in reality it has been already on to us. It’s as much as how we wanted to be on such heights, but sometimes we prefer pulling others down as we go up… not even realizing of how smooth we go up could be as smooth our path would be for us to simply slide down..

Average people knows how to outwit certain commons, they simply have their minds concentrated simply only to what they believe is the best way...  it’s as sometimes we tend to break the rules even knowing there are ways to deliver it and there are already others ready to do the thing...simply trying hard to be heroes as we may say…ignoring the fact as actions speaks louder than words... really? Yes, it’s as how action differs from deeds…these subjects two different concepts and are not equal. And most of the time been misunderstood... for sometimes as well we tend to be proud of the little things we know…we stand proud of the simple learning we had, we stand proud of the tittle we obtained, depended so much to those things that gives us fame..

Intermediate people usually stand merely silent, do little things in an effective way, sometimes we call them “cowards”, ‘perfectionists” weird”, they may vary their actions for times depending on situations therein. It’s as how much we sometimes tend to keep the things we know for ourselves, but being ready to jump out to execute WHEN no one is around or none who could do it… it’s as sometimes when we dwell in our own basics principle trying to have in in congruent with the society. Adjusting it to go in-congruent with the society…as much as the desire to be accepted by the society.


Proud people always love to reveal themselves to everyone. be like campaigning for govt position. for at times, we feel we do not have to follow certain rules coz we already know it, we don't feel the need to undergo such tests. some who feels great being on their certain ranks/positions, would even dare to demand respect in some point as being unreasonable. such arrogance that leads only to one thing, "violence" like none would dare to lower their ground to the other,  as none would dare to wave a white flag... with such mentality and obvious reason being wrong still proud of themselves being unreasonable.

REALITY REVEAL 15 [it's part of the journey called life,...]

in times we face difficulties of our own doing, yes we can never deny we may have taken part of what can ever happen.may it be favorable or unfavorable for us.most of the time we scream out to the heavens saying why let it happen to me?!!!, but if with such understanding even in tears would let us simply know God loves us that He would never let us... leave out of His mercy...
some times I've been scanning though my post on these"realities" . asking myself, Did i ever wrote it nor is it really me who wrote it, seems it came from some who's that of experienced in life rather for a 26 year old boy(yes boy,angal? :) ) to come up with those ideas... giving the light on how to respond on certain things happening in our lives, seems I was being tested,like being in such situation further to the next level on how i described those things in those articles. it's really hard to lower self to the point of full surrender...it's hard as almost everyone would say why go down when i was on the right side of reason?. perhaps that time,those times would be the time where we needed to lay down arms in a fight and have ourselves to HALT for silence ,have our eyes to LOOK beyond our sight and have our ears wide open to LISTEN..to listen what is truly been telling to us. for only through HIM we can acquire wisdom that most can not comprehend... and until the day you'll be with heavens army on ur side doing and fulfilling the will given to us... thus, my will of service...set aside these challenges, i will endure...the fact I'm saved ,am still alive, i will always be listening the call..brick by brick, i know He shall let me pass through,may it be with ease or not, i shall go through...GOD IS WITH US, GOD IS ENOUGH, WHEN GOD IS ON OUR SIDE,WHO CAN BE AGAINST US...

"we can simply hear things along everything,but hard it is to listen when there is no silence within ourselves" 

REALITY PART 14

Most of the times, when you're on top of ranks, you would never bend your knees
to take a closer look on the ones below..sometimes , we just have to recognize the
ones below us, to help them or are they having that potential to even help us... But to ask ourselves first, are we that on top already?
When seemingly our successes were that of ...unimaginably feels great, we tend to
look up to ourselves. we start to take pride of our attained position, and obtained possessions,
when we look on others like as if they were on the poorest level having nothing. What of nothing?profession? money?wisdom?knowledge?jewels?cars?branded clothing?properties?... what definition do we have of what "poor" is? poor of earthly possessions?...
In every little things we share, we were happy even when we were poor, as the real joy stays in our hearts out of charity. But when things changes. when those times held us up on our triumph over our own poverty. why would or point of view changes, our disposition changes on how to share, what to share and most of all, WHY do we SHARE???...
when that up high as we may think we already been. why can't we do a pause and ask ourselves these questions "Why am I sharing?", "why am i so generous?" is it because of a kind heart generous enough to give/share? or is it the desire to help with reasons anew? yes many it has been, such reasons for sharing perhaps just to gain RESPECT or authority,fame as to be known, or even for more money(if how or why money?, commonsense). these are earthly things subjected to greed...
Just how many times do we have to fail or even fall down to our knees out of our own doings.just how many times to we have to cry for the things we would surely lost? just for us to remember who we were ,who we should be or what should we do and how should it be done?... It's never that hard to pause and reflect on ourselves the things we are about to do.it can never be too late for a change of heart...we may not know nor realize one thing, WE are all unique but EQUAL in the eyes of God...neither are poor nor rich, neither we were on high ranks nor commodores. Sharing has never been an OBLIGATION, it has always been part of ones DEVOTION, the good will to share their wealth, knowledge and wisdom,and SERVICE, without expecting much in return... 

REALITY PART 13

It has never been easy to live a live following footsteps of the One True Messiah... It has all been difficult to be good enough even for men's eyes alone to see... Perhaps it doesn't need to boast around what good we do to others and perhaps it has never been an importance at all to show it to many. It has ever been absorbing for mankind's satisfaction to see what only their eyes could.. The limits of humanity that has ever been obscure to what extent we can go or can we go a little bit further... Some would decline the challenge, some would endure, some would question on simple fact like why do we have to spoon when we have our hands.. Its as simple as we can never be like Him. As we can never imitate Him. We can follow but yes its hard. as we are not that easy to forgive. Of all the things that roughly got into our very senses.. We realize something.. Of all the things we give up,all the things we endure, all the things we do sometimes question, none of it were that near to the Human experience He had in this world... And that we can never reach it . But we can reach the limit we have or even exceed,but from our own designed extent of endurance...thus we always have SomeOne who look after us...as we should never loose the grip on any little faith we have left... 

REALITY PART 12

Most of the times I admire of those people does break their silence even break the rules in saving acts, we often hate them for not doing of what their payed to do, much worst of the sworn oath they should be abiding...it's absurd merely following rules and and such orders from high above only meant to profit the few and for the self interest one w...ho give the orders... I have many friends already died not realizing of being just pawns of those whose purpose of gaining profits for themselves.they are swayed by such protocols. Pitiful they are yet are heroes indeed,As in their hearts are clung to abide their sworn oath...As in every institution or organizations. All that have been following such protocols. protocols that shouldve meant to protect common interests and not of the few. Thus, yeah It's frustrating to hear "grabe kamo, ta espera kaninyo kwanto ora,ansina kamo,bida kamo ta salva" and other statements alike. If given such chances that are in my control, i would gladly take steps to break any orders to save someone in need...just as i always break the rules as it cant justify my conscience's outcry for justice.sometimes or most of the times we lay blame on those people who were the ones meant to do their job. But as we may conclude,"their just following orders", "just following protocols","rules are rules", how many criticisms do we have to face, judgments do we have to swallow in order to do what should've been done right? I wouldn't be surprised if one day few people will start to wear masks of their own to doing things to help people crying out for help in every town, in pursuit of justice... 

REALITY PART 11

GREED
something defined as wanting for self alone, selfish acts often shows descriptive signs of greed. As we keep on living our daily lives, it's not that hard to distinguish such so many acts of selfishness thus, much relates to the word greed.
but do we really know greed? is it only the people who does bad were the ones in parallel to this famous word?
as to my opinion with REALITY as my basis, Its quite obvious either good or bad acts can be linked to this word. ask me why?
Given some irrational people who only think of themselves or what ever they can gain much of what they do,they can be considered greedy ones... but isn't that greed is something that one would want badly for themselves? i would say No, why? how about those people who worked hard to attain something for themselves but are willing to share... Yes it can be called greed...why again? these people aimed something greedy for themselves of course BUT with a simple interest on giving some or even most f what they have. with their own reasons...and those reasons that either will it give them gain or not...

Regardless of what their reasons are. still is GREED...
for many accounts we undeniably ignore what it is.. we focus on the negative sides on every point. and we constantly condemn these people even to death even just in our own thoughts.
as for myself I do have a dream, seeing those fellow men that is trying hard struggling hard to live on their ways. Really makes me think that they might not be able to do more than what they could. well I could..to some point I wanted to achieve more of what I know I can,FOR THEM. simple logic would made me belong to those Greedy people. And yes I count my self in.

These aren't something uncommon, it has been realized long ago but we are just that stubborn. we tried to justify for every action we do, for a reason that we have a purpose.

as to whatever claim one has, of what ever reasons,goal we have in mind still is greed...
But how can those people of greed be divided,categorized or can they be? Yes of course...
now the focus would be not of the action but of the interest, and there can only be two.If you have greed to have something for the COMMON GOOD or just for SELF GAIN(FAME,RESPECT from MOST,WEALTH,AUTHORITY &POWER)...

so here I say, ask yourselves.. where do you stand? ...

yes there are things that ACTED upon REASON..
and most thing now a days being dealt with a lot of criticisms were upon how you act regardless of what good reasons do you... but most of the time as well good reasons with such good results were being acknowledged not even trying to know how it has began? tricky right? relate? but as much as we were mandated by the commandments, IF possible we should've done what is good and what is right in search of good results having our good intentions... 

REALITY PART 10

Really such thing as greed and envy and even PRIDE are present in every account,within any person we meet,no exceptions
even those who manage to suppress it and disregard ti to do good.BUT there are just people who do.
There are some who does things readily out of very single thing they want, in other words we
call it pleasure. any thing any deeds... that may please them , they will surely act.
Some would rather do things only when the rewards is good and would suits them;money,
cellphones,
load, etc... coz most of the times they would only do things for them own.

and her come sloth in the picture. most of the time these people think hatred of facts
that they can never obtain things they envy on others. those things other
would obtain without a sweat they say. envious to the point they do the same things
that person they envy does. trying to be like one to also obtain the prize. with clouded
mentality of they might be able to be like,to have like the one a certain person has.

we can never be able to obtain things in an instant, even how much we would pray or it,
why? certain things or many things are still yet to be considered or even to be set priority.
many things are with purpose.as to everything exists with its purpose.

many would say, "bakit ganun, pareho nga kame, parehong masipag(kuno),
parehong nagsisilbi sa Diyos at sa mga tao nya
bakit d ako nakukuha ung mga bagay na meron sya?" with an exclaimed complain
" parepareho kaming mga anak ng diyos,d ba wala syang pinapaburan?
bakit sya lng meron nun? bakit sya lng ngkaganun? bakit ako hinde?"
too much complains that is, but never realizing the facts,
OBLIGATION is much far away different from DEDICATION/DEVOTION.

sometime most of us may feel pity to these people, we tend to keep them,
and trying to build them up in good.and there we came being kind, sharing some things
we enjoy or even most of it, sharing what we eat, sharing some laughter's,
sharing plans for the future,but yes there will these people will always
be envy of those things being shared to them, relying so much to the point they
would rely so much to it,like" give me those and I'll do that"...
sounds familiar eh?
some would even just show it, doing nothing unless you give them something...

but what's most very disturbing is that its like almost making you out of commission from your own
owns. like "I've been using this for many time i might as well just get it whenever I want to"
I'm not saying here being kind results most of these kind of people,
but, being tooooo kind would do. especially for those people being born with such environment,
irrational upbringging by parents, unsecured unbelonged.

but yeah most of the times when confrontations would come, simply brute
would possibly shut them up if in my case,yeah,
it's kinda irritating listening to those lousy irrational reasoning from irrational being oh I mean
those people who loves to choose being irrational.
but the outcome will still be like,you who kept these people will kinda have a bad publicity.
coz surely these people will be torn out to pieces being driven away like evil
spirits roaming around your home.and most of those who may have know will surely think
the other way around.

as for these kind of leeches we may say, who can do nothing much but suck on other's gain,
we can never assure such graces for them, why? they can't do much but suck on.
sloth on their backs trying to obtain almost all the things they want by simply wishing,
and not even lifting a finger for it. what would we expect..
we may just ignore these people rather than do something knowing the consequences,
and let themselves learn for their mistake.
though we cannot be sure if its not that late for them.
there may have been prayers that's been answered. we may hope for these people
as the last thing we can,
but we are not to fool
ourselves feeding them with kindness. well just for what?to gain sympathy from our neighbors?
not to have a bad image being known as being good in the community.
there are times, fame isn't much worth, specially for people who neither
wishes for it nor even prayed for it..

we may have encounter many kinds of people with greed. and too much envy,
as its really isn't over as our final frontier never end here.but still i want to ask you these.
about these revealing weakness of men.
are you the brother or sister of greed? or are you a cousin of sloth?
better yet, lets makes sure we wont be part of their family tree... 

REALITY PART 9

It is never really that easy to control emotion in simple snap of fingers, upon love,grief,rage... It is our right to feel such, to undergo in such stage,but not to satisfy,but to feel and understand, and learn to cope to be a better being... For some it is only a simple response to a certain stimulus,but sadly for some judges it as it is one's character.Not even realizing one true judgement that clears ones sight or even everyone's sight from vagueness..by the time the true nature of reality is being realized, when being nearby it, living with it... We seek for truth, but we never had the guts to live with it, as how easy it is to live by simply being swayed by hearsays and views of reaction,instead of asking if is it the initial action,or a simple reaction, is it a cause or is it the effect?... 

REALITY PART 8

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REALITY PART 7

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REALITY PART 6

It has always been a question of who it is to be blame,
but also, it is a question of why ?
certain things just keep on coming yet people won't simply accept it.
Undeniably, most of tragic things happening in our lives were out of our own doing,
...

there are more intentional things than that of unintentional mistakes done...
moreover, most of us tend to rely so much on the good things we do, and not taking a single
look on those mistakes we did or even been doing at this moment,
not taking any considerations for every deviation of our own principles that in the end
making us do something isn't good nor even right,
Utmost we keep high respect for ourselves for our so called "HOLY acts" ,those favors we do
and those intent to help people in need, we rely so much to what we do is right forgetting to
recognize our own faults..such truth we simply ignore and like hypocrites we face the people
with our chins up.BUT, are we helping these people as what our hearts desire to help them,
or is it just our desire be known by many?
Is it our will of heart that has the pity on those who are in need of help , in need of care ?
or is it just the envy of seeing others who does the good things and being recognized and
respected as to ourselves also wanting the same treatment or being respected....

Till such time when were struck by lightning, we blame everything to the Creator, thus howling like a wolf crying out," God why do this to me ?" . Like after all the good deeds being done yet being like forsaken in ways that is much to grief. in ways much too unacceptable. Forgetting the question of how and why, How did you serve God, Why did you Serve His people ,or helped His people? if shall i answer the questions its very simple,
1.because i want to be know by most as a very good citizen of the community.
2.I want to earn the respect and sympathy of individuals
and perhaps!!!!!:::
3.election is near.
and perhaps the envy of someone who is being respected, sympathized and being known.

And we realize things on the later, asking forgiveness, making amends for the conflict we created out of our own doing. but sometimes, it's just that hard to accept when it's already too late...
why won't people just do things as is, as what is right without being told, without being need to push for an aim ,such aim of FAME. . . Even a Son of God needed not of fame to be adored nor asked His followers , He simply said, "Follow me"... He taught us to Pray to the Father, He didn't say "this is how you pray to me" ...

REALITY PART 5

considering the weaknesses of humanity which i have revealed, though its not that entirely,
possibilities are still that vast,
how vast? simply as how we can exceed our limitation,
as limitless possibilities a human being can achieve,

reflecting on a kamen rider series "wizzard",
I have seen examples of a human being driven into despair,
a simple clarity in one's mind but hardly could be seen by their own eyes,
Yes Kamen riders and all animes are but fictional,
but the possibilities within the stories were showing reality.
the reasons of despair, the things people hold on to their lives that gives them the drive to live,
and desire for more and more than what they already have, were all happening in real world.

as simple as wanting things for themselves. here we go again, GREED!and ENVY!
yes these are two major things drives people to crave for more,
as even to dedicate their lives to it, some for good, but some were just for "good for nothing"
ruining other peoples lives. And in the end, they are still the ones who ended suffering.
coz even they don't turn into monsters like those in the kamen rider series does,
still being in state of misfortune and hatred, grief and frustrations were more far
enough as turning into a monster.much more really frustrating when they realize,
they themselves were the cause of their own fall.

Some really had the thing to themselves, clinging into something, past,
memories, and seems as it goes away, they feel disrupted,and tends to give in to despair.
but some stand firm with resolve.
carrying on to what is just left to them,
swallowing every drop of frustrations and believing for tomorrow.
there are really people who loves to look upon those things they lost,
not even valuing those things they have,those things even more important than those they lost.
and just being realized when one by one and even those things left to them just went away.and worst,
they all blame it to whom? God? yeah there are some people who does it or if they even deserve to be called people that is...


I could also see how the major protagonist "wizzard" fought for them,giving them HOPE...
and being their HOPE even their world is falling apart.

Its as what the Savior did, the One who Chose and embraced Humanity leaving Divinity from the heavens.
to show mankind their limits,and having those limits but can do more ,out of HOPE.the thing not many who knows or realized,
coz the only thing most would know is that He died on the cross to save our sins..VERY WRONG,
it is also to let people know how to go beyond limits,
that Hope is at hand, as long as we have FAITH...
Yes God never needed anything nor plead anything from us, He just simply Loves His creation,
giving set of rules and laws on how to live as part of His creation. the guiding path anyone can simply follow...


Humans do have their strenghts, but how come they're un able to use it... simply coz life is easier when sinning.
how many people did sin, shall I count my self in ? coz i do admit i sin.
how many who does their obligation to serve? many I gues... but how many does it out of purity of heart,will of heart?
i could say 3 out of 10...
though soon these numbers are about to change upside down...
being that strong enough, some people aquire Hope, and never loose their faith,
of all the desparities injustice come along,m they never bend, some fight it head on as i do, some absorbs it...
of all the humanly/earthly judgements thrown,
some would simply laugh, and would just say Godbless you people, why?
1.coz they have FAITH,
2.They have HOpe and they HOPE.
3. They recognize the Law.
4.these people are strong because coz are aware of themselves.they know what they are,
5.they know what they are and they know what they are doing,
6.they know if they sin and admits it, they know when to say sory or not, or simply show how sory they are instead,
7.they are not over confident of their faith,
8.they simply, do things out their wisdom, not just out of their earthly desires and
not out of fame to stand proud and expect applause from audience for good deeds, and instead,
9.doing what is right when nobody is looking...and lastly,
10. They are doing those deeds out of hearts will to give without expecting anything in return.

familiar?

so how about you, HOW CAN YOU GIVE or even BE the HOPE (and NOT to pretend to be the HOPE)for other people...CAN YOU?

REALITY PART 4 [End of times:Calamities,Humans' weaknesses,Humans' strengths]

Like a friend who told me, We Filipino's excel,TAMAD nga lng.

Calamities are coming soon till everything will be destroyed... floods everywhere,landslide,earthquakes,conflicts, killings, war name it. What could be the cause? Simply understanding human behavior, and the theory of cause and effects,action and reaction..
Let's start with human behavior. Humans are very much weak, doesn't have the strong will to uphold whats right, reviewing the aspects,we could simply determine every root of our weakness. Spiritual: we tend to say "Diyos na ang bahala sa lahat" we should also know there's a saying "Nasa diyos ang awa nasa tao ang gawa". We tend to rely so much to God and not doing anything by ourselves.having blind faith is not a question.but having incorrect belief is one.physical: either those incapable or handicapped,deaf, mute,blind etc.. those unable to fight for what is right. emotional:lack of will to do what heart desires,desire to help people out of love, desire to do things that are right.and those who are having strong will with strong desires but doing things isn't right. And those having been heart broken, resulting to grief,unable to have good thinking as mental aspect,furthermore those making decisions very much unlikely, and those having much intelligence but using it wrongly.

Now weaknesses may clearly be revealed. Like what is said, cause and effects. What must we do to prepare things that are for future. Knowing ourselves would never be enough, we are to do what things are right and to do these things on the right manner..

People now a days tend to bend their own principles, why? because of hatred, grief, frustrations and disappointments, whenever they can get what they want, a very specific reasons we may call "GREED" and envy"... merely watching a fictional series "kamen rider 000" made me realize that... at certain point where greed in one's heart eats you alive and destroys you slowly... and if these people lack awareness of themselves, really will be hard for them to turn back those things that they have already done.

Awareness/Self-awareness

Are we even aware of what are these things happening Or are we aware its happening? Exactly NOT! Most people would think "oh its God's punishment" well perhaps. simply going back to cause and effect, who throws garbage plastics anywhere? who were those irresponsible to put their garbage on the right place. well we may as well call you garbages yourselves..God didn't throw your garbage if you must know, God didn't even created garbage if you must know. endless cycle of scenario but still people never learn, still these calamities are yet with of use until people would learn...Flood systems. are they even that useful, can we even count on it? perhaps yes coz its built. Now, simply determining how much was it worth? Well i just hope people knows it. Lot of people aren't event aware of everything.just like even the dying, some would tend to stay coz they are not aware they're dead... Like wondering souls(human).

Terrorism
Let's face it, is all about Islam versus Christianity...
Who do you think are the terrorist? muslims? hell yeah you're too blind to call them terrorist!You're either prejudice and hypocrites if you must know! know what? i guess not,well when i was watching a movie ,"My Name is Khan", memories emotions and rage sprout out of me from nowhere..i could almost see my thoughts on it(terrorism) are either true and not as baseless as some of my christian and muslim "friends" keeps arguing with me about it. How many did know the story of abraham? Or how many did know the real story? Perhaps a few? as a catholic and a follower of Christ, i knew God did never asked for anything from us, nor he plead anything from us. Jesus even asked a women in behalf of the Creator, of what she can offer to Him, but you know what, in truth is we don't have anything to give to The Creator but our sins, we can't offer other than our sins coz everything except our sins are His. so now we could understand That the Creator will never asked for anything. He dont need Isaac/Ishmael's sacrifice. what for? He is already God. therefore the one who asked for the sacrifices would be a total stranger.. and why Abraham did obey? Of course because he never loose faith, always believed That they will never be forsaken and so They weren't. The Creator did save His child. And yes i believed in this story...
Now about this never ending Fight for the cause of Islam, And the Never ending judgment on muslims as Criminals. A still question always been absent... 1.are really these fight is for the cause of Islam? or for a cause of tyrrany? and,are these people really muslims? Are these people really of Islam? Nor do they really know what Islam is?
now for the second main question.who are those people to call muslims are terrorist?... Freaking hypocrites did they know these terrorist? did they know them personally? And what do they call themselves having that judgement on muslims? Holy?! well i can say for both. You're neither a Muslim nor a Christian. you yourselves are to be called terrorist. Saying words inciting conflicts resulting to war.. And who'll be affected? Yes of course, the innocents... innocent muslims being killed because of injustice discrimination. And innocent christians being killed in areas where lots of muslims because of hatred..
We must know That this world isn't just made for Muslims nor just for christians. We are to accept and to respect other peoples existence. And instead we are to learn that there are only two kinds of people live in these world, it's not muslims and christian,nor hindus or Buddhist etc.but The GOOD people doing good deeds and BAD people doing bad deeds...if I were to explain more on religion here for everyone to to understand the point. well i must say i should be able to read the 3 main books of the world.the complete Bible,Quran,and uhmm perhaps the other one would be a secret for now...Anyway.. we must all know .. Islam or Christianity, we only serve One God. The SOLE CREATOR(english) ALLAH(arabic), Ang MANLILIKHA(tagalog), goes by the name yes.. They are but one Name written in different languages...we tend to argue with The name but we didnt even care to know what it means.and finding out saying what the heck! we were arguing for and figthing for the same reason... But most of the time it is realized when everything is about to be late....


considering the weaknesses of humanity which i have revealed, though its not that entirely,
possibilities are still that vast,
how vast? simply as how we can exceed our limitation,
as limitless possibilities a human being can achieve,

reflecting on a kamen rider series "wizzard",
I have seen examples of a human being driven into despair,
a simple clarity in one's mind but hardly could be seen by their own eyes,
Yes Kamen riders and all anime's are but fictional,
but the possibilities within the stories were showing reality.
the reasons of despair, the things people hold on to their lives that gives them the drive to live,
and desire for more and more than what they already have, were all happening in real world.

as simple as wanting things for themselves. here we go again, GREED!and ENVY!
yes these are two major things drives people to crave for more,
as even to dedicate their lives to it, some for good, but some were just for "good for nothing"
ruining other peoples lives. And in the end, they are still the ones who ended suffering.
coz even they don't turn into monsters like those in the kamen rider series does,
still being in state of misfortune and hatred, grief and frustrations were more far
enough as turning into a monster.much more really frustrating when they realize,
they themselves were the cause of their own fall.

Some really had the thing to themselves, clinging into something, past,
memories, and seems as it goes away, they feel disrupted,and tends to give in to despair.
but some stand firm with resolve.
carrying on to what is just left to them,
swallowing every drop of frustrations and believing for tomorrow.
there are really people who loves to look upon those things they lost,
not even valuing those things they have,those things even more important than those they lost.
and just being realized when one by one and even those things left to them just went away.and worst,
they all blame it to whom? God? yeah there are some people who does it or if they even deserve to be called people that is...


I could also see how the major protagonist "wizzard" fought for them,giving them HOPE...
and being their HOPE even their world is falling apart.

Its as what the Savior did, the One who Chose and embraced Humanity leaving Divinity from the heavens.
to show mankind their limits,and having those limits but can do more ,out of HOPE.the thing not many who knows or realized,
coz the only thing most would know is that He died on the cross to save our sins..VERY WRONG,
it is also to let people know how to go beyond limits,
that Hope is at hand, as long as we have FAITH...
Yes God never needed anything nor plead anything from us, He just simply Loves His creation,
giving set of rules and laws on how to live as part of His creation. the guiding path anyone can simply follow...


Humans do have their strenghts, but how come they're un able to use it... simply coz life is easier when sinning.
how many people did sin, shall I count my self in ? coz i do admit i sin.
how many who does their obligation to serve? many I guess... but how many does it out of purity of heart,will of heart?
i could say 3 out of 10...
though soon these numbers are about to change upside down...
being that strong enough, some people aquire Hope, and never loose their faith,
of all the disparities injustice come along,m they never bend, some fight it head on as i do, some absorbs it...
of all the humanly/earthly judgments thrown,
some would simply laugh, and would just say God bless you people, why?
1.coz they have FAITH,
2.They have HOPE and they HOPE.
3.these people are strong because coz are aware of themselves.they know what they are,
4.they know what they are and they know what they are doing,
5.they know if they sin and admits it, they know when to say sorry or not, or simply show how sorry they are instead,
6.coz are aware of themselves...
7.they are not over confident of their faith,
8.they simply, do things out their wisdom, not just out of their earthly desires and
not out of fame to stand proud and expect applause from audience for good deeds, and instead,
9.doing what is right when nobody is looking...and lastly,
10. They are doing those deeds out of hearts will to give without expecting anything in return.

familiar?

so how about you, HOW CAN YOU GIVE or even BE the HOPE (and NOT to pretend to be the HOPE)for other people...CAN YOU?

to be continued...

REALITY PART 3

WAR=MONEY
many times it has been proven how profitable war can be..how?, just set a bullet as an example ,lets say it a cent, in a calibre 45 minimum of 8 bullet per cartridge, how many personnel would u think who will use the same unit?.try Multiplying it. Now how about about an advanced commando truck, lets say its worth a quarter million,now how m...any would possibly be needed?so for both sides,the more number of personnel each has or been deployed,just imagine how many million have wasted as we could see the demand,and how many excess could possibly counted for..
As for US who always works like world police, how much would you think they'll be bound to give,plus a corruptible government?.. Imagine the worst or chaos a war can be,good profit for those who gain and shamelessly claiming themselves heroes forehand ,but at the end, innocent people of different beliefs,innocent people of different status in life were the ones who lost, being like sacrificial lambs for the gain of the few.. 

REALITY PART 2

Real problem of society , in connection with the "end of times" most of people seem to exaggerate things,thus,making them look so dumb and still the same problem coz they might intentionally or unintentionally unAWARE of it.. one common problem we often see is the disease problem. Tb, malaria,etc and outbreaks;) every person in the position struggles to pursue certain agenda on these and are effective, yes for quite sometimes..

Outbreaks(population increase, tb,malaria, dengue,etc...)


Why this thing happens.?
ans: simply because of lack of information..

BUT, is it really true ?
Ans: NO,why? Even nursing student do conduct health teachings to different communities as part of their curriculum, but why still they lack awareness? one common problem would be the teaching strategies. It doesn't have to always bribe the community with food we offer every time we conduct health teachings... We all know most of this people are hungry . Admit it.. but we mustn't use this as their weakness for them to learn the things we need to teach them, coz they aren't learning at all... a reason for lack of awareness of most people being a regular customer in a clinics...yes we have media, but how can we be sure it will catch their attention.. when even myself i change the channel to anime instead of viewing something about health... a BIG QUESTION we would've hope to be answered.. How can we ensure the effectiveness of the strategies to gain peoples awareness, anyway its for their own gain for the most...

END of times..living in FAITH

justify, a means for a kill, enduring pain and torment,
relieved to to vanish every dark pieces clouding everyone's mind,
so pathetic to see it crawls begging for mercy...

light was never enough, darkness alone can never fulfill a destiny,
thus both light and dark are to be bond, intense power will be obtained,
enough force to obliterate every pieces of darkness, and to assumed to
destroy self as well...

no light can never be corrupted by darkness,
no darkness never be corrupted by light,
fuse of two shall be empowered, but let its power to 
destroy self, upon vanishing extreme force of unseen , 
but extreme power must never be corrupted, for it 
must also be destroyed...

one must stand up, but oneself must stand down as well ...